Anxious

Lovely disease this Anxiety ... have I mentioned that?

Anxiety attacks over if Bryce would remember me, then once I saw him ... still anxiety attacks about stupid stuff. What's up with that?

I think a lot of it is the waiting ... I'm SO tired of waiting! Seeing Bryce made me want children. He's not a baby ... far from it, but he's the youngest of my neice and nephew's. I just want a baby, one that's mine .... to hold, cuddle, bath, play with, teach her to talk, etc. This wait is HARD!!!

Happy Birthday Bryce

Today is/was my nephew's birthday ... he turned six.

This is the first birthday in 2 years he's celebrated his birthday in the US, and not only that ... but he flew in ON his birthday! He was excited yet disapointed that he turned 6 on the plane. (Disapointed because there wasn't a party)
I got to go pick them up at the airport which was fun ... he was the first one off and ran to the gate!! My brother saw me as they landed and out of his seat and to the front Bryce went. (Just to be told to have a seat)

I decorated his bedroom with red, white, and blue balloon's and some happy birthday things. But he was a little to hyper and excited (tired, 32 hour flight)to really enjoy it though. But that's okay .... my little nephew is home!!!