Anxious

Lovely disease this Anxiety ... have I mentioned that?

Anxiety attacks over if Bryce would remember me, then once I saw him ... still anxiety attacks about stupid stuff. What's up with that?

I think a lot of it is the waiting ... I'm SO tired of waiting! Seeing Bryce made me want children. He's not a baby ... far from it, but he's the youngest of my neice and nephew's. I just want a baby, one that's mine .... to hold, cuddle, bath, play with, teach her to talk, etc. This wait is HARD!!!