I HATE days like today

First I wake up around 3 - 3.30 AM in a jolt! I don't know if I had a bad dream, or a panic attack in my sleep ... but when I woke up, I was awake, and on edge. So not the best start to my day! I get up come downstairs and write some, then down to the basement to scrapbook (which I never did). I got caught up in Bazzill, and figuring out prices.
I instant message my husband at work to see if he was busy because I had some things I wanted to talk to him about, and he said he was. Then he started asking what I want for Valentine's Day! So are you busy or not? Busy in general yes, busy at this moment no. Whatever!
I end up going back to bed ... it's about 1 something. Set the alarm for 2.50 and fall asleep crying. I wake up at 3.20 something with the annoying buzz going off, I had slept through my alarm and I had a 3.30 appointment with my neurologist!!!! Socrates wants out, I needed to get dressed and do something to my hair and get to my appointment in 10 minutes. I pulled into the parking lot and parked at 3.38, walked in, checked in, and was paying when the appointment ahead of me came out! What timing!!!!
So a short visit .... all is well with my restless legs. I could be on a higher dosage, but I don't want to be. So I'm staying where I am, and go back in 6 months.
So now it's almost 5 and where has my day gone? I did nothing really when I have so much to do!!!! I have to work tomorrow night, then I'm off until Sunday. I so don't want to work, I want to stay home!!!! But of course I can't do that! Heaven forbid!

I swear I'm to the point where the slightest little bit of wind is going to push me over the edge!!!!!