Yet again ....

Maybe this should be called a mental break, but mentally I'm not on a break. I'm off work until next week after I talk to my psychiatrist. Hopefully she'll change my meds and get me back on track. Why is it I go X months doing great, then BAM it hits me, it's like nothing is working at all.

Of course I feel SUPER guilty with work ... I hate calling out, I hate letting my shift down! And to make it worse ... I had my shower for work, and haven't been back since. Add that to the guilt!!!!

But what am I suppose to do? My head is spinning with the whole adoption delay after delay. Then there's my scrap area which is a TOTAL mess, and I'm SUPER behind on everything, including my store. The store ... that's another story! Then there's all the problems with work ... one person, but still. I don't need the added stress to the fragile system I now have.

So here I am ... anxious and holding out for my appointment. I hope to get my scrap area in order while I'm off ... so I can get that off my list. If only I could enlist some help!!!!!