Depression

I don't know what the deal is ....

I'm at work, and I just feel blah. (Yes I've taken all my meds) Today (well I guess it was yesterday) before I came in, I pretty much slept all day. Not a sound sleep ... but the sleep where you just kinda lay there and don't feel like getting up. Laying there depressed. It's so hard to explain.

I did end up gettin up (obviously) a few hours before I had to leave for work. I laid on the couch and watched cartoons. Bart made a yummmy dinner, he's a sweetie and off to work I went. Still feeling blah ....

There are some things on my mind that I'd rather not mention ... I feel bad for even thinking it, so writing it would be even worse. But I just don't know ... it's weird.

I don't know if I've been working too much, because I've been doing full time. And I said I would next schedule as well ... I just feel I might as well while I can. The money is nice, and it just means we can do more for the adoption.

Who knows ...........