Time off

Well, I slept like crap .... up with attacks and coughing. I guess I developed a chest cold last night! :( Well, even though I COULD have gone to work tonight I didn't .... I called out. I need a break from that place .... I'd like to call out tonight as well which would give me a very nice break! (I think if I did that Bart would have a fit though!)

He's so worried that I'm going to quit, which honestly .... I'd love to! Not totally, just go PRN and work when I want. But I know that's not something I can do now! I need to work, so we can afford the adoption .... with me working we have the money for the adoption and then some money to save. I know I have to work, but I just can't get that through his head.

I feel like I'm going backwards (healthwise) and it scares me to no end. I don't want to end up like I was, but the number of attacks I've been having tells me that's where I'm headed! THIS is why I want a break, not because I hate it and want to quit! Having a baby is WAY too important to me!!! I just look at my job as my pregnancy problems .... it's like morning sickness, etc. :)

The holidays stressed me out, so we all know that didn't help .... but now they're over so it SHOULD be smooth sailing. Key word there .... SMOOTH!