Today .....

Today I am left with so many feelings and emotions, I'm not even sure how to deal with them!! There's such a mixture, an odd mixture ... contradicting even!

I have so many questions that go unanswered, so many feelings that go unknown .... I almost feel lost within myself! That's so odd for me to say ... lost within myself, because I'm not one that hides anything. I'm the what you see is what you get kinda person. So what's going on??

How's it possible that one single event can lead to so many things .... and then on top of it, not even knowing if they're even good or bad!!